Blogging to writing novel: A journey of dreams

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(Completely practically nothing in life, can be compared to this exceptional journey from blogging to writing a novel. It is a story of recognizing myself as a storyteller, a learner, a listener, and a crafter. In this weblog I share the splendid moments that marked this journey of getting a novelist)

I hate writing advisory articles. Not that I have ever written 1, or program to create, I somehow hate to tread that path. And only just after scores of close friends and readers asked me to pen one thing about my journey from getting a blogger to novelist, I got down to sink in this thought of possibly writing my very first advisory piece. I am a consultant by day, and even in that function, attempt my greatest to retain to the extra traversed paths of drawing empirical evidences, underlying philosophies and insights. And so, yeah, a massive no to ‘off the bounce’ advices. And in this weblog also, I will retain to my journey and the numerous inquiries I have been posed about the book and my spur for writing a forbidden adore story.

The very first chapter, an unending passion

I’m positive you will not be shocked if I say writing the very first chapter is the most challenging component of a lengthy journey named novel. Let me pour in a tiny of editorial suggestions I got – ‘most readers place down your book, just after reading the very first chapter, and really a majority in this majority, just after reading the very first couple of pages’. In a novel that is destined to be extra character led than narration led, the very first chapter must be extra ‘tell all, mince no words’ tale. As a writer, I was asked to pour in my individuality in this chapter.

My novel ‘The Other Guy’ begins with a sex scene, and just 3 pages just after that I reveal the gay identity of the protagonists. My editor’s remarks ‘hide no emotions’ came really hard and I chose to conceal it all, and as the book reads ‘chose candour more than coy’.

Providing a title to the very first chapter, that could express the theme of the novel, was yet another really hard place. The thought of maintaining it ‘The incomplete man’ came from an advertisement. I keep in mind that moment nicely, I was in a bus, huddled, when this believed struck me. That was a moment, I was actually, living my function.

The Other Guy“In the final couple of days waking seriously hurt, a sullen feeling overcoming me. Mornings are just cold reminders of getting alone, yet another day to drag by means of. It requires time to be my other self, to unclothe myself from my nightwear, in which I was me, and get into my day attire, in which I am as other folks perceive and define me – the unreal me. By the time I dress and turn into the sleek, polished guy in the mirror, I have donned the function I have to play the complete day.

I am gay I sleep with my boyfriend at evening and reside the life of a ‘straight’ guy throughout the day. Hunting into the mirror, I see myself my predicament stares back at me.”

From chapter 1, ‘The Other Guy’

Writing a forbidden adore story

More than an informal discussion, a pal had remarked ‘forbidden is generally beautiful’. I am not positive if a hint of this beauty inspired me or my rebellious nature kicked me to create on this sensitive subject, but someplace, a getting in me, who has usually celebrated diversity and inclusion in its truest self and under no circumstances believed in gender binaries was specific of telling this tale. The notion intrigued me and I felt to make it extra than a velleity, capture its actual beauty, and hence this adore story was born. But from the get started, I was specific to not let the narrative get boxed in to extra philosophical and theological tips of justice, proper, or even inclusion. This is a standard adore story, set in indifferent, uncertain, and inhumane grounds, we contact ‘society’. The story is forbidden, simply because we do not want to speak about it, and that we are boxed in our conformities. The identical-sex partnership narrative bursts the bubble, we chose to reside in.

The story had to be told

I didn’t take on this topic simply because it was distinct, sensitive or would enable me carve some niche. Writing on this theme, was a substantial danger, and I was nicely conscious of that. 1, this is not a industrial subject, most publishers would not be interested in taking up two, as a very first time writer with definitely no know-how of the finer tenets of writing and then no constituency of readers to pitch one’s function also, this was a challenging selection and 3 a sensitive subject like this demands a cautionary method in writing. Just the opening of the novel proved a lengthy trudge, and I need to have spent a month writing and editing the very first chapter, which has now shaped up as a kaleidoscope of feelings. And as I wrote, I felt stronger about telling this story, a story of emotional repression, uncomfortable silences, conditional acceptance, hidden feelings, and concealed identities. The extra I talked with individuals, the extra I could really feel the deep worry, profound self-doubt, and inability to peacefully get pleasure from a loved ones life. I lent my ear to numerous painful stories about lives ruined by the sheer worry of coming out of closet, and absorbed the reality of a socially disenfranchised neighborhood.

Highs and lows of this journey

I’m positive we all have heard of stories of writers with day jobs and devoting an hour a day to create. Even so, sassy it may perhaps sound, it is not an uncomplicated thought to romanticize with. Unless you are an established writer, writing will not spend your bills, and nonetheless, spirited you are, seeing your thought by means of is a strenuous job. It took me pretty much two years to create this novel, a piece of more than hundred thousand words (the book has 70K words). Most writers generally take a great deal lesser than this. Sustaining myself, considering and writing, for two years was the largest low, and there had been quite a few occasions when I entered the dreaded ‘writer’s block’. My holy escape from this was going to old chapters, attempting to study them as readers’ would. Take a break, and let that fire for writing ignite once again.

Sustaining the thought for this lengthy was arduous, but extra than narrative, I felt fixated with the impression of making a character (protagonist of the novel, Anuj) who was hunting for one thing outdoors of himself for comfort and in that search finds one thing, an undeniable truth, inside him. The quest to develop that character kept firing me to take yet another step.

Given that then,

So far, I’m pleased, readers have been constructive. I had my qualms about the climax of the story, comments from readers have established it proper. The ending is not easy, and I under no circumstances had plans to make it so. There is no scope of a ‘smile all’ faces, when you are telling a story, which had far better remained in a closet. My readers questioned me of creating it so, and that is my take on it. I wanted a divided take on this and was in no mood to have a secure ending. Take it as an try to query the program and raise an alarm.

So what’s subsequent? Correct now I’m operating on yet another story idea, sort of a leaf from life. It is a fictionalized account of 1 of the most ‘My Gosh’ moment in my life. So these days I am attempting to structure the narrative and investigation some particulars. The story is set in Africa and bases itself on motley of concerns.

For interested readers, right here are the hyperlinks to my novel ‘The Other Guy’ –

Amazon.in

Amazon.com

Flipkart

Day-to-day hunt

Smashwords

Juggernaut books

Goodreads

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